Saturday, August 22, 2009

self reflection

The last 3 months in my life have been a roller coaster ride. When reflecting on the changes, growth opportunities, and heart aches, I am constantly reminded to return to my core values and desires. The chaos of my job situation reminds me of my ultimate career goals and pushes me to pursue my education to that end. Broken romance reminds me that I am a person who spends my energy seeking truth, virtue, wisdom and beauty, and I cannot be with someone who doesn't value this as highly as I do. The darkness that I feel in my heart (a combination of personality, missing my siblings, and keen insight into the pain in the world) reminds me that I can see good and happiness if I look for it.

I am blessed with amazing friends and family who support me completely. I have a job that I am passionate about. My school studies are truly fascinating to me. This beautiful summer weather inspires me to hike, camp, and take bike rides. I play guitar and piano, ride my motorcycle, surround myself with the people, places and situations that I love. Indeed, there is much goodness to see in the world, if only I seek it.

2 comments:

Mm said...

I am so glad that you had a little space so you could reflect. It is terribly difficult to get that sort of perspective when you are so exhausted and hassled. We have truly been given opportunity and blessing that most of the world throughout history has never dreamed of. Let us both remember to be grateful for it all.

Sarah said...

I, too, constantly struggle with trying to find the good in my already rich life. My attitude just constantly battles with me and tries to find things to be sorry for myself about. I have to remind myself how blessed I really am. I'm glad that you're able to absorb that truth right now.