self reflection

The last 3 months in my life have been a roller coaster ride. When reflecting on the changes, growth opportunities, and heart aches, I am constantly reminded to return to my core values and desires. The chaos of my job situation reminds me of my ultimate career goals and pushes me to pursue my education to that end. Broken romance reminds me that I am a person who spends my energy seeking truth, virtue, wisdom and beauty, and I cannot be with someone who doesn't value this as highly as I do. The darkness that I feel in my heart (a combination of personality, missing my siblings, and keen insight into the pain in the world) reminds me that I can see good and happiness if I look for it.

I am blessed with amazing friends and family who support me completely. I have a job that I am passionate about. My school studies are truly fascinating to me. This beautiful summer weather inspires me to hike, camp, and take bike rides. I play guitar and piano, ride my motorcycle, surround myself with the people, places and situations that I love. Indeed, there is much goodness to see in the world, if only I seek it.